Sweeping Too Hard

There's something missing? I wonder what it could be? I'm too tired to go out and about tonight. There is plenty to do at home if the mood strikes me. I will probably quilt a bit before I say "Good Night". I think that I'm lonely. which doesn't happen very often. I think that this type of lonliness can only be cured by family or very close friends who one knows very well. I'd like company, but I'm too tired to entertain. I think I've been "sweeping too hard" lately. All I'm doing is raising dust! Right now I don't want to be on the go. I want a quiet evening with good friends or family at home. Maybe a glass of wine and good conversation. An evening where everyone pitches in to help and I'm not left to clean up by myself. (Something I did do on my birthday) I don't have a desire to play with the game crowd.
Do I sound stressed? I guess I am. Maybe exercise would help, but I'm too tired! I'm thinking that my family takes me for granted. (I sound like my mother now)
I love my family but I'd like them to "do" for me for a change. I'm wearing out. Maybe a good night's sleep will help me feel better in the morning. We'll see.